Thinking about a girl

I should begin blogging a little more regularly. I’ll not be blogging about political stuff, since it’s not really my forte. Anyway, i got around to thinking about something today. That is, there are actually women whom i think about all the time to the point that i do have imaginary conversations with them. Imaginary conversation is quite a norm with me. Sometimes when i seem like i’ve suddenly zone out, it’s because i’m blogging mentally. And since i view a blog post as a conversation with my reader (albeit sometimes one-sided), i tend to be having an imaginary conversation with myself whenever i blog mentally.

Who are some of these women. Well, one of them is my cousin. She has after all figured so much in my life shaping and molding me in ways that likely no one realizes. So it’s not surprising that i think about her quite alot. The thing is, there is this other girl whom i think alot about. People familiar with the names that tend to pop up in my blog, like Yvonne, Yinyin, big sis YyY or even very fond verily christian friend (aka ex-gf), would think this person whom i think alot about is one of them. But, either fortunately or unfortunately, she’s not any of them. I don’t really know why i think about her or have imaginary conversations with her so frequently.

She’s from the Gippy group of people in case anyone is wondering. She is the person who originally coined the phrase “inaccurate two minute analysis” which i used for my blog title. And she’s someone i hadn’t seen in nearly a decade. Though i get facebook status updates. Sure, sometimes i pay tribute to people by using name and phrases from the past. Like one of my mmo game’s character is named Lemon Pie, which is the nickname of sworn cousin back in the age of irc chat. But except for the occasional thought that i hadn’t seen sworn cousin in a long time and need to meet up for lunch (somehow, it’s always lunch when she comes to mind), i hardly think about her. So it’s kind of freakishly weird that i keep thinking about this girl.

Oh well.. *shrugs*

I know what some people are thinking about. That i should woo this girl or something along this line. Well.. she’s married. In fact, all the girls that i’m interested in are either attached or married. So.. stop telling me to woo girls.

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